This month I am walking through a big change in my life: I am in the process of purchasing a new home.
It’s super exciting, especially as the idea was only birthed last August. There have been wonderful synchronicities, like the roses blooming in the backyard that matched images on a vision board. And the home itself is perfect in so many ways.
They say that purchasing a new home in a new city is one of those big life changes that ranks up there with marriage, birthing a child, and changing jobs. So as exciting as it has been, it has also felt stressful: navigating the mortgage process, dealing with 2 realtors, negotiating the price and conducting a home inspection. Not to mention realizing I will now have gutters to clean and a backyard to maintain. The process has been overwhelming at times, especially after 2 years of living very lightly (my things have been in storage as I explored and lived a “laptop lifestyle“)
My biggest learning in navigating this wonderful change is the importance of PEACE. Finding that core of peace that is always there no matter what is happening around us. During this past month I have taken lots of long walks, spent time in quiet meditation (not lengthy, but more like 5 minutes the morning and 5 minutes at night getting quiet and connecting), and a lot of time studying ‘A Course in Miracles’ After years, nay, decades, on the Spiritual Buffet line, ACIM is my self-chosen curriculum for my spiritual path.
One of my favorite ACIM teachers is Gary Renard, Author of “Disappearance of the Universe.” In his audio “Fearless Love” he shares about his experience of seeing the Mona Lisa for the first time when he was in Paris. Probably like many of us, he “liked” the Mona Lisa, thought it was a good painting, but also wondered “what’s the big deal?” (C’mon, I know you’ve wondered that yourself…)
What he shared really inspired me.
After waiting in line for 30 minutes at the Louvre and finally getting his moment in front of the Mona Lisa, he looked in her eyes and realized what da Vinci had done: he had painted an enlightened being. The confident smile, the peaceful look, and the steadfast gaze: she has the look of being in this world but not of it.
It gave me hope for all of us. It can happen in this lifetime. No matter what is going on around you (buying a home, building a business, raising children…) What is your true purpose? Though my new home is going to be awfully nice to settle into, I also know my true goal is to find my Mona Lisa smile (or get as close as I can to it).
Here is my recipe:
1. Pick a spiritual path. Your path may be Buddhism, Islam, Christianity, Kabbalah, a meditation practice, yoga, or something else. But whatever you do, get off the new age, spiritual buffet line and find a path that suits you. A good path will give you some form of discipline and help you replace life grievances with peace and love.
“An untrained mind can accomplish nothing” ~ACIM
2. Find peace. Every day, find ways to access your core of peace. From there you can find guidance for your life, make sound decisions, and take right action. But first find ways to get peace-filled. Otherwise directing your life will be like reading a compass while bobbing in a stormy ocean.
3. Be unattached. Don’t hold tight to your plans and expectations. Observe, let go and flow with your life. As I walk through this home purchase I keep letting go, taking next steps, and allowing it to unfold. If it’s going to happen, it will. The ego loves to thinks it’s running the show and making it all happen. But a wiser part of yourself knows that this is never true.
Would love your thoughts on finding your ‘Mona Lisa’ smile. Share in the comments below.



